CHARLIE

[foreverphantom]

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[foreverphantom]

[ where is brimstone's chao? drowned in the blool, maybe, who knows. (no)

anyway he's sulking into a big ol' hoodie. ]

Oh, you know. Dead as ever.

[ but oh no!! they've stopped to talk next to a building that has windows!! And in the reflection of the window, Charlie will catch sight of a mem juicier than any burger out there ]

[productionhell]

[ well. this explains a lot. charlie watches it play out with increasing horror, even if there's elements to it she doesn't understand. she watches, and after it's finished playing out, she's quiet ]

.... I'm sorry to have seen something so personal, Brimstone.

[ she starts with that, though she's giving him a worried look ]

[foreverphantom]

[ oh jesus christ. the second he realizes what's being shown, he goes tense and rigid. he doesn't rewatch the memory itself, just watches charlie for the entire duration like a hawk. for any minute hints of her response.

not that he needs to because then she blatantly looks over at him and it makes him want to both set things on fire and crawl into a hole. ]

Don't--don't look at me like that.

[productionhell]

[ she looks more upset than anything?? at all of this... sure, they've talked about it before, but actually seeing it--- it adds a lot more context. ]

Sorry!

[ covers her eyes ]

Do you want to talk about it?

[foreverphantom]

What's there to talk about? It already happened. It's ancient history.

[productionhell]

Even if it's in the past, it can still eat at you.

But we don't have to talk about it. It's up to you.

[foreverphantom]

What's talking about it even supposed to do? It's not like it can change anything.

[productionhell]

Sometimes it helps... just having someone to listen.

You said before that destroying everything and everyone didn't help, so... I think it's worth a shot?

[foreverphantom]

I don't know what there is to say. I killed them all because I was a stupid, selfish child.

...none of them ever even came back as ghosts. I checked.

[productionhell]

[ gently ]

If you had the chance to go back, would you have done things differently?

[foreverphantom]

If I did that, I wouldn't even exist. And while I may have killed myself then...I can't bring myself to do it now.

I didn't fight this hard to keep existing just to give up on it.

[productionhell]

So it was the only way you could keep existing?

[ that makes a certain kind of sense ]

[foreverphantom]

If they don't all die, if Danny doesn't end up with Vlad, if I don't rip out Vlad's ghost and kill myself, then I never come to exist.

This is all that I am.

[productionhell]

[ theme of shadow the hedgehog plays in the background ]

Okay, I get it now.

[ but she was more talking about the world he said he destroyed ]

I do want you to exist, Brimstone. Even though I wish there was a less violent way to ensure it.

[foreverphantom]

[ correct. ]

Yeah, well. There's not. Either I can exist, or everyone else does. It's like that stupid trolley problem they were asking us early on--do you let me kill the Fentons and turn into a monster? Or do you pull the lever and make sure they're safe and I never exist at all?

Easy enough choice.

[productionhell]

I'm not so sure.

[ ... ]

Well. You are in Heaven now. So you don't have to go back to that.

[ redeem urself danstone the hedgehog ]

[foreverphantom]

What, and stay here? What would be the point? How is this any better?

[productionhell]

Well-- real Heaven. We're a test group.

Surely it's not that bad of an idea, though?

[foreverphantom]

I'm still not convinced this is actually heaven. And even if it were, I don't belong there.

[productionhell]

If this is for real... then you could. If that's something you wanted, I mean.

[foreverphantom]

...what about you? If you weren't a princess who has to govern it, would you choose to stay in heaven over hell?

[productionhell]

Well, I'm not really the one governing, but-- [ this is the perfect time for a a memory! until 4:01 ]

[ lil context: ]

[ charlie is in heaven, trying to prove that her hotel works at redeeming sinners. she's defending angel dust, who fulfilled everything adam (the first man and the leader of the murder exorcist angels) said you should do to get into heaven (be selfless, don't steal, stick it to the man). and obviously, charlie is devastated to learn that vaggie has secretly been an angel exorcist this whole time. awkward. ]

[ the memory ends with adam forcibly ejecting vaggie and charlie from heaven, after bragging that he's coming to their hotel first :) ]

[foreverphantom]

[ okay well

there's a few quiet moments after the memory where he's just trying to process what all he just saw

and then he starts laughing. it's not a pleasant one--it's harsh and mean. if you're waiting for him to stop, he doesn't. he just keeps going. ]

[productionhell]

[ yeah uh she was not expecting this, especially after seeing one of her most vulnerable memories play out ]

[ but. yeah. she will wait it out ]

[foreverphantom]

[ okay he's finally calmed down enough to talk again ] That's what heaven is like where you're from?!

[ another short bark of laughter ] Why were you even trying with them?!