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[foreverphantom]

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[foreverphantom]

[ just gives him A Look at that ]

[squirt]

Weren't you going to take on killing because you thought it'd be easier on you than it would be for them...?

[ since he's such a bad guy or whatever ]

[foreverphantom]

[ barks out a harsh laugh ]

And then I didn't. So it's not like that sentiment holds any real value, does it?

[squirt]

...It does matter.

[ the sentiment, he means. he pauses. ]

It's happened to me too. Not staying awake on Thursday night, even when you plan to. More than once. [ he gets it, in a way. ]

[foreverphantom]

...you know, you do a lot more murder than I expected you to.

[squirt]

I always end up on the most murderous team...

[ it do be that way ]

Point is—it happens. That's not your fault. [ it's the murder queue's fault ] Your team's still going to know you're thinking about them.

[foreverphantom]

Just because your team is murderous doesn't mean you have to be. [ case in point: him, letting all his teammates do murder while he doesn't

but...the bit about knowing he's thinking about them... ]

...and that's enough?

[squirt]

[ listen...... the murder queue.. it does things

but he nods. ]

What you're willing to do matters, even if you don't get a chance. [ ... ] How could anyone see how you were yesterday and not know you care...?

[ teams and camaraderie are a big deal to him, so even blowing up the screaming room is touching to see in its own way. ]

[foreverphantom]

[ of course they are, you damn sports anime ]

...I could've just been throwing a tantrum. I do it all the time.

[squirt]

[ yeah infects you with sports anime disease where you like your team and would do so much for them 🥺 ]

You weren't. [ Is that what he thinks grieving is? A tantrum? Or... ]

[foreverphantom]

It wasn't grieving. I was just...mad I couldn't kill.

[squirt]

You're really... not very gracious to yourself.